〈NF - Chasing ft. Mikayla Sippel〉＃中英歌詞－我的breaking人生

從我平常的歌單應該很難看出我是會聽饒舌的人.....？但我還蠻喜歡NF，他的歌聽起來是舒適的那種，我不知道該怎麼說，就是很好。

我是有一天聽到他的Intro III 就被驚艷到，後來聽到的每一首我也都好喜歡（背景音樂和Hook都很好聽），他唱歌也很棒（誰說rapper不會唱歌！）

重點是他的歌詞都很有內涵，感覺得到很濃的悲傷。

這首歌原本要叫做Bad Person，而且也有釋出片段，然後一個粉絲翻唱後被NF聽見，就問她能不能用她的錄音檔。

這個粉絲就是唱這首歌的副歌的Mikayla Sippel。（也太幸運了吧！）

NF - Chasing_(Demo) ft. Mikayla Sippel

[Chorus: Mikayla Sippel]
I just wanna run away
我只想逃跑
Find somewhere that feels safe
找個感覺安全的歸宿
Find somewhere the bad days
找個無法被打擾的地方
Don't come as often in this sad phase
就連壞日子也無法像悲傷一樣如常襲來
Somewhere I can be loved
某個我可以被愛護的所在
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
讓我可以因此而不再逃離我的缺陷
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
而我也不用再害怕我的思想會把我打倒
This high, this high that I've been chasing
我一直以來都在追求這麼遙不可及的理想

[Verse 1: NF & Mikayla Sippel]
Doesn't have an exit
沒有任何出口
I don't learn my lesson
我沒有學到教訓
I don't see no endin' in sight
盡頭不在我視野所及
I don't feel the best when I try
我感覺不太好
Holdin' my head up high but it's not workin'
當我努力讓自己提起自信，卻沒有起任何作用
Makin' you cry makes me feel like a bad person (Bad person)
把你弄哭讓我感覺自己像個壞人
And something's got a hold on me
而有些東西仍對我緊抓不放
They don't see the world I see
他們沒看見我眼中的世界
Heartbеat in my chest feels weak
在我胸膛中的心跳微弱脈動
It's really startin' to wеigh on me, yeah
這真的開始讓我感到負擔沉重了

[Chorus: Mikayla Sippel & NF]
I just wanna run away
我只想逃離這一切
And find somewhere that feels safe
然後找個安全的避風港
Find somewhere the bad days
找個無法被打擾的地方
Don't come as often in this sad phase
壞日子無法像悲傷一樣頻繁地侵襲
Somewhere I can be loved
某個我可以得到愛的歸宿
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
在那裡我不必為了我的缺陷而逃跑
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
而我也不用因為我的想法而感到恐懼
With this high, this high that I've been chasing
有了這個難以達成的理想，我一直不停地追求這個理想

[Verse 2: NF & Mikayla Sippel]
Always likes the sad trip
總是像一場悲傷的旅行
And ruin all my friendships
然後毀了我所有的友情
Way too many questions in my mind
腦子裡堆積了遠超出負荷的問題
I don't have the answers but I try
我沒有答案，但我試過了
Holdin' my head up high but it's not workin', yeah
盡力讓自己擁有更多自信，但那一點幫助也沒有
Making you sad makes me feel like a bad person (Bad person, person)
讓你難過使我感覺自己像個惡人
I said some awful things last week
上禮拜我說了一些很不好的事
Messin' with my self-esteem
擾亂了我的自尊
Mixed up my priorities
攪亂了我的輕重緩急
It's really startin' to weigh on me, yeah
這一切開始成為我的重擔了

[Chorus: Mikayla Sippel]
I just wanna run away
我只想要逃離一切
Find somewhere that feels safe
找個感覺安全的歸宿
Find somewhere the bad days
找個無法被打擾的地方
Don't come as often in this sad phase
就連壞日子都無法仿造悲傷一樣時常造訪
Somewhere I can be loved
某個我可以被愛的所在
Where I don't have to run away from my flaws
讓我可以因此而不必逃離我的缺陷
And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts
而我也不用再害怕我的思想會把我打倒
This high, this high that I've been chasing
多麼遙不可及，我一直在追求這個難以實現的理想